Tuesday, June 14, 2011

My Chick Bad

I like the way she feels, but she makes me feel better, when I touch her like condensation she gets wetter. She kinda got that coke bottle shape to her, she's cool and smooth and always got it together. She always dresses fly many colors and varieties, everyone likes her and she's well known in the society. I like the fact and the way she's always on my side, I take her like medicine and she stays by my side. She gets me tipsy from the moment I smell her, and she can keep a secret I mean anything that I tell her. Shes there for me when I pass out and when I come to, when I'm happy, mad or sad she's the one I go to. Vodka's all that I need and all that I got, so sit back and relax while I take another shot.

Definition of Depression

My moms didn't want me enough to try and keep me, so I stayed up late when I was younger crying all sleepy. My dad didn't give a shit bout no one he straight up split, spent his whole life chasing pussy and lying bout Shit. But that's OK I hardly ever thinking bout 'en anymore, I just drink till my feelings are numb and my heart's no longer sore. I feel like a bastard with some problems and mental disposition, couldn't find the strength to kill myself but I keep wishing. Steadily Throwing up this shit called food that's life keeps dishing out, I stay higher than a space station just to keep keep from crying out. I know life is hard sometimes but I'll eventually find my way, or you'll find me laying next to my car starting to decay. That's just how I see it sometimes like it's the only way, inevitably I'll end up dying one day in painful way. But I stay astray to myself don't need nobody else, so when u find my corpse u can't blame anyone else. And this is the definition of depression in a teen supreme, I'm different than any other I have too vivid dreams. An example is necessary but I'm no visionary, life isn't all Fun and games on the contrary. I'm certain I'm on a road to success, and glad to be living and I know I am blessed. But I am consumed with this grief and confined by my stress, so I shoot a pain relieving bullet through the center of my chest.... Now u can use the hole to peer into my soul.