I Feel Pain

I feel pain, like razors just barely cutting into the skin of our emotions only to cause us to bleed our morals and values. I feels pain, like when the strenght to fight and carry on is broken and the will to do the right thing has vanished into obvilion and when you think it can't get anyworse someone you care for walks right outa your life without so much as a nod and leaves you standing there with a chest full of emptyness, a hand full of fragments and remains of your heart, and your shoes soaked in the murky pool of lost hope. I feel pain, like when I'm walkin through the thick foggy haze of lost hopes and dreams lookin for a miracle that will never show its perfect face or grace me with its light "leadin to a better tomarrow". Instead I'm submerged into the darkest abyss without even a spark of hope or a flicker of a dream that might not over come true. Although I'm happy on occasion and thankful for everything that I have been blessed, I'm somehow constantly always in pain.